Tuesday, May 27, 2008

.a visit to the ED.


In this post I would just like to share some of my precious moment when I had the chance to visit ED (emergency department) in Selayang specialist Hospital..thanks to my sis who gave me the green light to do so..with hubby abg iqhbal

Well I had this oppurtunity when I was in my mid sem break during my matriculation days,kind a boring just to sit down at home so I accompanied my sis just to have a glimpse at what was it like to become a doctor...hmm..challenging I must say.I visited the hospital randomly when I think I was free enough..and when I was prepared physically..heh

Day 1

The first day was a bit like full of anxiety thinking of what to do,what to say,how to communicate with the staff,and maybe patient itself.. that day kngah was on on call..
as I arrived at the hospital there was an ambulance call, so I voluntereed to join the team which this case later on became my main attention..so the case was an accident at taman rimba komanwel, an indian man,age around 50 above,drunk,drove the motorcycle ..(heh there's always an advice on this kind of people..don't drink and drive!) so later on at the hospital the doctor in charge in ortho spend some time to diagnose this uncle..this was my first lesson that I gain from the pros..as the uncle experience pain his upper part of the body,he claims that he can't move his shoulder,so the doctor run few test with a piece of a paper clip..(well at first I thought it was a needle) to check which part was affected,after inspecting the uncle,reviewing his xray,discussion among peers..later on he concluded that the uncle suffers from the medical term 'central cord syndrome (CCS)'>>

Central cord syndrome is an "incomplete lesion," a condition in which only part of the spinal cord is affected. In central cord syndrome, there is greater weakness or outright paralysis of the upper extremities, as compared with the lower extremities. Unlike a complete lesion, that causes loss of all sensation and movement below the level of the injury, an incomplete lesion causes only a partial loss of sensation and movement. click here for more info

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Monday, May 19, 2008

.mengemas bilik.

nothing much to say..alhamdulillah today I've finished tidy up
all my things,books,shelf,my closet..have been
struggling for a
few days to get it done..huh..
as I was cleaning and packing
my old stuff I've gone through some of my cards that I received..
some were raya wishes n birthdays..hmm..really missed that old days when
I still used to exchange cards with friends..hehe

hmm..nothing much to do this coming days,uploading pictures,
look after my nephew n niece,really need to find some
real things to do
rather than wasting my precious time,
any ideas??
..any books to read(even my previous book
bare bones I haven't finish)
maybe I'll just follow my sis to the hospital..yeahh..
..cres guys..how about new songs utk dijamming..


Friday, May 16, 2008

.: To Ponder :.


Let's ponder upon this....
"People throw away what they could have,
By insisting on perfection-- which they cannot have,
And looking for it where they will never find it.

"In the Name of Allah Most Gracious, Most Merciful

I'M TOO BUSY Everyday as I wake up at dawn
My mind start working the moment I yawn
There were many things to do, o dear!
That's why I hastily did my Subuh prayer
I didn't have the time to sit longer to praise the Lord
To me rushing out after prayer is nothing odd...

Since school, I had been busy every minute
Completing my tutorials and handing it in
My ECAs took up most of my time always
No time did I have to Allah to pray
Too many things to do and zikir is rare
For Allah, I really had no time to spare..

When I grew up and started my career
Working all day to secure my future
When I reached home, I prefered to have fun
I chatted on the phone but I didn't read the Quran
I spent too much time surfing the Internet
Sad to say, my faith was falling flat...

The only time I have left is weekends
During which I prefer window shopping with friends
I couldn't spare time to go to the mosque
I'm too busy, that's the BIG EXCUSE...

I did my five prayers but did so quickly
After prayer, I didn't sit longer to reflect quietly
I didn't have time to help the needy ones
I was loaded with work as my precious time runs

No time at all to visit a sick Muslim friend
To orphans and elderly, I hardly lent a hand
I'm too busy to do community service
When there were gatherings, I helped the least

My life was already full of stress
So I didn't counsel a Muslim in distress
I didn't spend much time with my family
B'coz I thought, doing so is a waste of time...

No time to share with non-Muslim about Islam
Even though I know, inviting causes no harm
No time to do Sunnah prayers at all
All these contribute to my imaan's fall..

I'm busy here and busy there
I've no time at all, that's all I care
I went for religious lessons, just once in awhile
Coz I'm too busy making a pile...

I worked all day and I slept all night
Too tired for Tahajjud and it seemed not right
To me, earning a living was already tough
so I only did basic deeds but that's not enough..

No time at all, to admire God's creation
No time to praise Allah and seek His Compassion
Although I know how short is my life
For Islam, I really didn't strive..

Finally the day comes, when the Lord calls for me
And I stood before Him with my Life's History
I feel so guilty b'coz I should have prayed more
Isn't that what a Muslim lives for?

To thank Allah and do more good deeds
And the Quran is for us all to read..

Now at Judgement Day, I'm starting to fret
I've wasted my life but it's too late to regret
My entry to Paradise depend on my good behavior
But I've not done enough nor did proper prayer

My "good deed book" is given from my right
An angel opened my "book" and read out my plight.

Then the angle chided me....

"O You Muslim servant, you are the one,
Who is given enough time, yet not much is done
Do you know that your faith is loose?
saying "no time" is only an excuse.
Your "good deed book" should be filled up more
with all the good work you stood up for..

Hence, I only recorded those little good deeds
As I say this, I know your eyes will mist..
I was about to write some more, you see
But I did not have, THE TIME to list".......

Dr. Hassan 76


Tuesday, May 13, 2008

kngah's wedding ¬ the event

alhamdulillah the wedding went well although there were some minor problem here & there, newly wed kngah (sumayya) & hubby (iqhbal) telahpun selamat diijabkabulkan ..

more pictures


Friday, May 9, 2008

Kngah's wed | Preparations & Arrangement

hmm..it have been quite a busy day for us since my second sister will get married this weekend.with his husband to be Dr Iqhbal..both of them working as doctors in Selayang Specialist Hospital in the emergency department (trust me I've been there..what a hectic life).

today my bro who is working in japan returns to attend the wedding..plus he will be the mc for the akad nikah night which he refuses..the pelamin have been set up for the event..yusof n safwa playing all around the house..abah have just bought a new pa system ,a camera flash and upgraded abg shaharin's videocam with external video output wire for the live telecast that is going to be set up just for this wedding..but one thing that I find in having this wedding is that this is the time when our whole family would gather together and that's the beauty of it. kakak will also join us shortly..

so a new chapter in our life and kngah's life is yet to be written in the coming days..hopefully things goes as planned..insyaAllah



Just wanna share a poem that I compose from a friend that means a lot to me when I was with my medic group ttm2 entitled 'summer love'

It was a bright morning,
The light shines through my eyes,

As pretty as a picture today it was,

Class runs as usual,

Like yesterday and the day before

Teacher was explaining,
but my mind was flying,

A thousand miles away,
Half towards cafetaria,
A quater I left back in hostel,
A commen feel, A student for real

As my eyes staring,
Some was sleeping,
Half was laughing,
But a group pays their attention,

An attention without concentration...I guess,
Hmm..my brains wonder,
Wondering when she'll stop

Times crawl,
Like a snail it shall,
My stomach sings,
Of that creak sound it brings,
Few more seconds class will end,
a second that felt like a minute,
a minute for an an hour..long as it could be

It's time !
As she'd stopped babbling,
Students cynically smiling,
no more pretending, no more acting,

But as time passes by,
Like the bud of springs it'll fly by,
Like a child matured in a mother's eye,
So as friends when it's time to say goodbye,
That precious moments will still be remembered,
Because we are bonded fully hearted,
Of what we called Summer Love

original poem : yuzrin
new composition : mu'adz


Thursday, May 8, 2008

~ word as a start

in the name of god the almighty,

alhamdulillah my aim to create my own blog have finally come true..
it takes me several years before I decided to do so,I've been thinking that it's time for me to get out of my own shadow and started to write things for real..I've been thinking for several names and finally adzzuss.blogspot.com was chosen,maybe in times to come I'll change it to a new one
well in mean time I've just completed my one year matriculation
(sitting for the finals in mei..huh!!) a very tense moment indeed,
now I'm free at last..waiting for my result to practice medicine in
6 years time..so best of luck for me and pray for the best